This year has been full of many experiences. honestly, this was a pretty good year for me. it's had it's ups & downs, but overall it has been a good year with many opportunities i am forever grateful & thankful for. this year really was a rough time at 19 figuring out myself as usual. i still am figuring myself out, what i want to do with my life etc. i got to meet my favorite boyband bangtan this year. i started a crazy shrine obsessing over them. i made friends, i realized who i am truly comfortable with. i had black hair, i had blonde hair & i'm ending the year with brown hair. gained weight, lost weight, trying to lose again lol because gained again. interned at a marketing firm, went to a bunch of concerts for free. backstage events. tried to save money, spent a lot of money (mostly on my shrine tbh & food) still single since '95. auditioned for yolos. princess of oc went to las vegas often. played pokemon, cut my hair, felt sad, felt mad, felt happy, felt bored, had every emotion tossed into an entire year of bipolar feelings. this paragraph is, honestly it really is a mess, but that just how my year was, a beautiful mess that was all over the place. i hope 2015 will be as awesome, if not better than the last couple years have been. all i have to say is, i really hope next year things will hopefully fall into place, probably not because i'm only turning 20, but i need to remind myself, i'm only 20 & shall try to work hard to make it a good year. my resolution: try to not get upset over little things, let it go~
