this strange chapter in my life is now beginning. strange because i am going to be 20 years old next month. this year i am 20 years old. i have been alive for 2 decades. in my 20 years of living, i feel like this strange feeling of this is the end. the end of feeling like a kid. i have to grow up now, i have to go figure out what i want to do in this life. all my childhood dreams are now dead. i have this overwhelming feeling of stress because i still have no idea what it is i want to do. i don't know where to start, i seriously have absolutely no idea what path it is i am looking to go for. i seriously wish i had an absolute idea of what i should be doing, but i absolutely do not know. so here's to the year of figuring out where my life will begin. let's remember this post & see where i'm at december 31st 2015. i look forward to seeing what "destiny" or "fate" my life may have already been written out for me this year & so begins 2015...
