so tuesday 6/14/16, i've been diagnosed by my new psychatrist with bipolar II disorder. it makes sense now to my family. i kinda feel like a burden though, like damn, i'm really up & down. i still get to take trazodone for my depression & insomnia, but my new meds now to try out will be latuda (yeah one of those commercial bipolar depression meds) ah.. i really duno how else to feel.. but yeah, i guess it gives more sense to why i'm depressed sometimes & mania at other times. i hope these meds will keep my mentally stabled & not get so low & suicidal. all i feel like right now is that i'm sorry but it can't be helped :/
