2019 Recap —

2019 has been such an amazing year, i can't believe i am at this point in my life where i love life. if you've been following my blog for awhile now you'd know i used to hate myself, i used to hate existing sooo much, but now i am excited about life. i look forward to what's next & this year has had so many blessings on top of blessings that i am so thankful for. all the experiences i've had this year, all the treasured moments with my family & friends. i feel comfortable to say i am happy. yes, there's still days i do get sad, but i keep myself in check & not fall into too much of a spiral of a depression, having a therapist to see every 3 months & anxiety meds really help with that too LOL i look forward to 2020 & all the doors that will burst open & pave the way to exciting adventures for me~♡

December 2019

my parents noticed that my old macbook pro is about 10 years old now & really running on it's last thread, so they gifted me a brand new macbook pro for an early christmas gift since they won't be here during christmas time ;__; i'm sooo thankful to have a new macbook pro! looking forward to using this for another 10 years before the next upgrade hopefully!

THIS TOOK 6MONTHS TO COME TO ME, BUT IT'S OK I'M GLAD SORA KH Orchestra -world of tres- keychain is here, feels like a rare item LOL

YASSS SAKUSASU DOUJINSHI & MERCH ;___;

went to CharaExpo2019 in Anaheim just for Cybird ikémen series merch~

The first time I went to the giant robot shop was 2006 & I used to make my mom drive me from Orange County, since I was a kid obviously only like 12 years old at that time LOL it's 2019 & I drive me & my friends here now & it's still the coolest shop in LA, except now I have to pay for my own cool stuff & not my mom 😅

so Jean D'Arc's xmas 5 star card came home in the game & i was so excited because clearly as you see i decorated his standee i got from AX with a santa hat santa 🎅

my mom got Little Thunder's art comic books in Chinese&English for me & her Hong Kong The Simple Legend Shop exclusive sweater 😭♥️like it's crazy the lengths my mom went to going around HK just to get these for me, i'm so thankful. a mother's love is truly strong af. she managed to send it home with her friend to give to me on Christmas Eve too, cause she won't be home till the 28th. she also got me a poster too, but she's personally carrying that home for me so that it doesn't get damaged 🥺 i seriously am so blessed & thankful! 💖

it's fate.. it's destiny! dragonite is my favorite pokemon LOL

20191206 BTS @ KiisFM Jingle Ball

went to jingle ball for BTS, as you can see a lot of people left after BTS & Billie Eilish performed. i took my cousins with me for their birthday~ i'm glad i got to see my faves & they got to see theirs! BTS, Billie Eilish, Halsey & Lizzo, were my favorite performances!

20191201 Crucial Star 크루셜 스타 @ The Observatory in Santa Ana

it was a tiny concert tbh LOL first two hours were opening acts.. then finally the last hour was Crucial Star, even though there wasn't many people, i hope he at least felt the heartwarming feeling of fans who stayed for him & attended. he was very awkward but kind & it was very endearing honestly haha, you'll see a clip of him in my december 2019 vlog~! he sounds really good live exactly like he ate the CD's kekekeke thank you Crucial Star!

November 2019

Happy Thanksgiving y'all! thank you for being here!