Our Two Bedroom Story: Minato Okouchi

Season 1: so as usual i would pick the "main guy" bc i like those mean beginnings i guess or that whole teasing relationship where they started out like not thinking they'd end up together but then fall in love LOL idk i like how the MC in OTBS is more strong willed & talks back. i also like how the MC "changes" minato to be the guy he is now~ ah.. i just love characters like him & how they develop.

Season 2: was like a testing their relationship type season. but nothing too dramatic.. like i like that? because the mc & minato trust each other so much & it's like nothing can get in the way of this power couple no matter what drama is thrown at them.. i don't think i mentioned it in s1, but yeah he calls her pommy & treats her like a dog sometimes.. LOL ANYWAYS.. that is more often as the season goes & course this one was them getting engaged then having to live with the other co workers for awhile.

Season 3: was pretty boring so far..? like nothing too dramatic.. everything just happens so fast. yah it's cute how minato is more open about his love for the MC but literally thats only like two chapters then the rest is like random stuff.. oh! & i love how shusei is minato's best friend so he shows up so often, their bickering is cute. i know there's gonna be another main story & epilogue soon & i hope it really brings on the drama to minato's route. like when they tell everyone about their relationship.. even though like i feel like everyone pretty much knows now... LOL so obvious.

Macross Frontier Shikishi Art Board: Memory of Frontier

i bought the entire box they had left at mitsuwa of the macross frontier shikishi art board box. i only got 1 double of what i got last time, but even so, i love it~ so would keep it haha when i got alto though i was like damn! this a secret rare or what haha!

Myers Briggs Test: ENFJ-T

so i took the myers briggs test finally, i feel super late on this hype, but i did it cause my friend told me to & i took it on this site & got ENFJ-T, after reading it i was like ah, sounds kinda like me haha fun to know i guess & it really tells what kind of person you are.

take a step inside my mind for a bit.

storm of dark clouds ☁

it's starting to be real painful to be alive again. last week i was disassociating pretty badly. nothing felt real at all, i truly felt like i was just watching "me" live throughout life without any sense of control over my choices, just by a routine or some sorts. today, it felt like was the last straw to break the camel's back. i was thinking maybe i should go figure out how to kill myself or go to hospital.. screamed so loud in my car while driving & crying that honestly i really thought i was ready to die today. obviously whatever attempt i made in dying today didn't work out as i am here typing this to you all to read. my meds don't really feel like they're working anymore (50mg trazodone & 10mg lexapro) i don't know what to do anymore. it's pretty sad & i feel regretful a bit every time i think about my family & friends & how this would effect them, but really i just don't want to feel this pain anymore, this unbearable pain that has no explanation why i just feel like a useless piece of shit. i don't know what to do anymore. tomorrow i might just wake up feeling okay again honestly, it's like so bothersome how my mood is so bipolar.. i just want to not be like this & wonder if one day i'll successfully end my life but make everyone in this life be confused for the rest of their lives or wonder how life would be like with me in it & the thought of that makes me really sad that it might happen. i just want to be happy..

489: Tobio Kageyama Nendoroid~

i have joined haikyuu!! hell & now i collect it's merch of my two faves Kuroo & Kageyama. also my grandma got me snacks so i thought you'd like to see a pic of my snacks & i also got macross shikishi art boards because macross is my #1 anime fave.

My Last First Kiss: Sub Story: The Jealous Boyfriend ~Hiroki~

THIS SUB STORY WAS SO CUTE!! like okay i thought the "rival" was gonna be a super asshole tryna holla at the mc, but really he just helped the mc to get hiro to show his feelings of jealousy cause the mc felt like hiro didn't really care or whatever, but ugh it was such a cute sub story. cool, calm & collected hiro finally cracks i love it.. cause he's usually like i said & seeing another side of him is like ah my feels!! this was so worth~ lol as i say when i literally have bought all of MFLK sub stories... fml haha i love this app so much, my favorite app from the voltage inc apps, this is number 1 for me.

My Forged Wedding: Akito Kakiuchi

Season 1: omg, SO what got me hooked into playing aki's story was the high school days & i've heard from other people that his story in the party app he was pretty messed up womanizer player.. but he wasn't at all in this!! HE ONLY LOVED THE MC, LITERALLY WANTED TO CRY. it felt like dreamy days in west tokyo / my first last kiss stuff, because the whole childhood friends trope.. i love it. they obviously had their ups & downs but in the end they were there for each other & the season ended with getting super close, jealous aki versus ren stuff & proposal~

Season 2: omg so season 2 was literally our two bedroom story... had to hide the fact that they're together because they work at the same place & mc being there to support aki while he doesn't want her to worry & them taking on taking care of his little cousin like their own child. then both mc & aki moving up in the work world & in the end aki opens his own shop & they don't got to worry about keeping it a secret that they're together anymore & of course the wedding! like honestly i'm just giving you snippets of the seasons right now, but omg i loved reading aki's route.. I LOVE CHILDHOOD FRIEND TROPE SO MUCH!! THEY'RE MEANT TO BE! seriously also love when the other guys are in the story too, interactions are cute.

Season 3: the honeymoon was literally like a movie for them, dramatic af helping out a german couple be together & aki rambling about the mc & their childhood friendship, like honestly it's so cute how much he cares about the mc, he can try to be cool sometimes, but in the end he's the one getting most embarrassed & it's so cute! UGH I JUST LOVED PLAYING THIS ROUTE SO MUCH & all the cg's give me life. my otp foreal in mfw.

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overall: DON'T ASSUME HE'S A WOMANIZER FROM WHAT YOU'VE READ ABOUT THE PARTY APP! THE STORYLINE IS TOTALLY DIFFERENT!! I LOVE AKITO! CUTE ROUTE~