My Last First Kiss: Takamune Kitami Season 2: Living Together

*spoilers ahead, entirely, so yeah*

Ah where do i begin.. i went into this with pretty shit expectations thinking voltage may have ruined Taka for me or something because i read some other girls summaries & was literally misguided towards thinking man.. wtf BUT GUESS WHAT, THIS ROUTE WAS FUCKING CUTE & GREAT & I LOVED IT. aside from him having a stalker bitch trainer, but you know what TAKA LOVES THE MC SO MUCH HE'D NEVER LEAVE THE MC NO MATTER WHAT EVEN IF HIS CAREER IS ON THE LINE!!!! like seriously y'all know he LOVES SOCCER, but obviously loves MC more that he'd put her first. overall, this was a good read, it was super emotional rollercoaster because the entire time i wanted to fight the trainer, like bish dafuq?

me, during the entire route when that dumb bish trainer showed up

 OH MY GOD & taka's little sister is such a sweet baby angel, i love her, best lil sis ever, she admires & loves the mc so much like a real sis-in-law that she ain't gonna let no hoe get in the way of her bro & sis-in-law's relationship ship! i always love when the squad shows up in the routes too, like deep in their routes, they love the mc sooo much, so you'll always know no matter what they care about the MC as much as the guy you chose route to play. so went in this with bad expectations & came out loving taka even more, he also opened up more to the MC & really it felt like the two were like a couple foreal af & damn MC was so cute this route too, after they did the deed, that's all she wanted i was like damn you go girl! LOLOL i look forward to the rest of his season 2~ i reccomend this route forsure!! ugh love MLFK! seriously though, if you haven't played even Takamune's season 1, you're missing out, it was so good too, voltage hasn't failed me yet with taka & mako so far this season 2 are my faves, i'm soo glad i got this route!

WHY IS TAKA SO HOT? LIKE GOT DAMN.

YES, PLEASE! but foreal, ah hell yeah.

LOL NEVER FORGET THEY DIDN'T DO IT S1 BECAUSE HE DIDN'T HAVE A CONDOM

LOL when taka slips up about letting the other guys know him & mc did the deed.

My Salmon Ikura Don 鮭いくら丼~

so i'm gonna tell y'all how i make my salmon ikura don!

first you'll need:

• hot rice
• egg
• furikake of your choice (i like the seto tume furikake best~)
• kewpie mayo
• sashimi salmon (i just get at the local japanese market)
• soysauce

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so i start off with rice in a bowl & crack a raw egg in it, because the rice is super hot it will cook the egg, if your rice isn't hot enough then don't do that.. lol

i pour soy sauce all over it & mix.

then some furikake, i usually dump a lot & mix.

after a bit of kewpie & mix.

i add more furikake & soysauce & mix.

i taste it to see how i'd like it to taste & add whatever i think i need to add LOL

after all that mixing, throw salmon sashimi on top & i'm done.

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indeed the worst tutorial, but minus the sashimi that's what i've been eating lately haha because it's cheap & easy to eat & keeps me full haha other than eating shin bowls & eggs all day. good luck making i guess & hope i helped?? haha *note idk how 2 cook sorry, not a professional, this is just a 21 year old's cheap meal tutorial from buying stuff at the local supermarket & experimenting with food haha*

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you've got mail~!

i ordered charms from cherriuki they're so cute & it was so cutely packaged!

lately i've bought a lot of fanmade goods.. ah.. lol

My Last First Kiss: Sub Story: ~Makoto~ Everything Before Us

THIS SUB STORY OMG. it made me wanna replay his season 1 & 2 again to get to how far they've come from becoming a couple, ugh so much feels. like maybe because tmi i'm on my period that i was super twice as emotional reading through this, but seriously like ugh ALL THE BOYS HAVE LOVED MC SINCE BEGINNING LIKE ALL THESE EVERYTHING BEOFRE US SUB STORIES ARE SO TUGS AT HEARTSTRINGS ;___; yeah that's all i have to say, i love my last first kiss, my favorite app even if there isn't too many cg's from sub stories, boo hoos.

Pin & Haikyuu!! Rare Nuigurumi Pen Pouch Kozume Kenma

this pin literally describes my otome game lifestyle so much.. i bought it here.

i found out about these rare haikyuu!! plushes & i had to get my hands on one.. so when i saw kenma for sale i was like i gots to get!! characters like oikawa are like worth $100, i got mine for $60? i really want kuroo & kageyama too ): found mine on eBay.

BTS 화양연화 LIVE ON STAGE Epilogue Program Book

BTS 화양연화 LIVE ON STAGE Epilogue Program Book: here are my favorite pictures from the program book~ of course it’s my ultimate bias jin~!!!

"how do you know when you've failed at suicide? you wake up.." - a tweet i posted a week or two ago.

wow i fucking hate myself. i didn't think i'd have a triggered break down at 6 in the morning.. but here i am. i seriously am so useless. i would talk to friends about stuff at times like this, but i think i'm done with talking about my depression & anxiety with people. i seriously do not want to be any more of a burden on anyone, so i type here on my blog that i'm pretty sure people barely read cause where else can i really just cry out how i feel. every day i feel like i fake looking happy, i try to distract myself by doing idk random stuff just to not think about how inside i'm dying. i want to die so badly, sooo sooo badly. i don't know why i'm here in this life. i don't see any purpose for my existence at all. but actually maybe it's not that i want to die.. maybe i'm just dying to live.. i just want to feel something other than this shitty feeling. i know, i have a great life, no worries, nothing.. but that's the thing. i don't' think of me, as a person & my life as one thing. it's so disassociated/seperate with one another. i have a good life, but i'm a horrible person. why am i horrible person? no reason at all, i just don't like myself & i don't know why at all. everyone tells me i'm so nice, i'm kind, etc. etc. but i don't feel it, at all. i wish all this pain inside me could just be taken out of me. i just want to be happy.. i'm only 21.. there's such a long time more to go & i want to continue this life journey with everyone, but it's so hard when i feel like this almost everyday. i just want to be happy. i just want to feel better. cause i'm so mentally ill. like my brother has said to me, god gave me boon: of luck but the bane: of being mentally unstable. what am i living for: my family? my friends? i don't know. am i living for myself? not really, everything separated from me in my head, me & this life are two different things, i'm just watching this person live out life, while i make her breakdown & cry when i'm suddenly triggered.