My Last First Kiss: Makoto Morimachi Season 2: Sweet Memories & A Kiss To Remember

i don't wanna spoil anything, so i won't quick summary anything at all. all i gots to say is these stories are so worth the $1.99 each!! OH MY GOD -fans my self- lord.. the smut though??? like.. i thought i was reading a fanfic for second there in these stories.. damn. these were so worth, EXCEPT I DON'T LIKE HOW THE LAST CG THERE MC AIN'T GOT NO EYES! other than that, these two stories were good.. i loved it.. i didn't buy his POV, i never do, so i don't ever get the compilation bonus cg, sorry y'all )': but yeah, 8.5/10 i recommend get mako's route season 2 fosho~ damn like even his s1 was good! y'all sleeping on him!

free cg from buying these two stories~

Perks of an annual pass holder~ some disney characters!

i've met like 3 different peter pans now LOL

pluto always so cute & entertaining

chewy was so sweet omg ;__; luv him!

LOL I CALLED KYLO REN, BEN SOLO & HE WAS LIKE !?

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i really love the whole in character that the cast members stick to & the magical feeling of being at disneyland where idk i just love that feeling of being a kid again there.

Our Two Bedroom Story: Minato Okouchi

Season 1: so as usual i would pick the "main guy" bc i like those mean beginnings i guess or that whole teasing relationship where they started out like not thinking they'd end up together but then fall in love LOL idk i like how the MC in OTBS is more strong willed & talks back. i also like how the MC "changes" minato to be the guy he is now~ ah.. i just love characters like him & how they develop.

Season 2: was like a testing their relationship type season. but nothing too dramatic.. like i like that? because the mc & minato trust each other so much & it's like nothing can get in the way of this power couple no matter what drama is thrown at them.. i don't think i mentioned it in s1, but yeah he calls her pommy & treats her like a dog sometimes.. LOL ANYWAYS.. that is more often as the season goes & course this one was them getting engaged then having to live with the other co workers for awhile.

Season 3: was pretty boring so far..? like nothing too dramatic.. everything just happens so fast. yah it's cute how minato is more open about his love for the MC but literally thats only like two chapters then the rest is like random stuff.. oh! & i love how shusei is minato's best friend so he shows up so often, their bickering is cute. i know there's gonna be another main story & epilogue soon & i hope it really brings on the drama to minato's route. like when they tell everyone about their relationship.. even though like i feel like everyone pretty much knows now... LOL so obvious.

Macross Frontier Shikishi Art Board: Memory of Frontier

i bought the entire box they had left at mitsuwa of the macross frontier shikishi art board box. i only got 1 double of what i got last time, but even so, i love it~ so would keep it haha when i got alto though i was like damn! this a secret rare or what haha!

Myers Briggs Test: ENFJ-T

so i took the myers briggs test finally, i feel super late on this hype, but i did it cause my friend told me to & i took it on this site & got ENFJ-T, after reading it i was like ah, sounds kinda like me haha fun to know i guess & it really tells what kind of person you are.

take a step inside my mind for a bit.

storm of dark clouds ☁

it's starting to be real painful to be alive again. last week i was disassociating pretty badly. nothing felt real at all, i truly felt like i was just watching "me" live throughout life without any sense of control over my choices, just by a routine or some sorts. today, it felt like was the last straw to break the camel's back. i was thinking maybe i should go figure out how to kill myself or go to hospital.. screamed so loud in my car while driving & crying that honestly i really thought i was ready to die today. obviously whatever attempt i made in dying today didn't work out as i am here typing this to you all to read. my meds don't really feel like they're working anymore (50mg trazodone & 10mg lexapro) i don't know what to do anymore. it's pretty sad & i feel regretful a bit every time i think about my family & friends & how this would effect them, but really i just don't want to feel this pain anymore, this unbearable pain that has no explanation why i just feel like a useless piece of shit. i don't know what to do anymore. tomorrow i might just wake up feeling okay again honestly, it's like so bothersome how my mood is so bipolar.. i just want to not be like this & wonder if one day i'll successfully end my life but make everyone in this life be confused for the rest of their lives or wonder how life would be like with me in it & the thought of that makes me really sad that it might happen. i just want to be happy..

489: Tobio Kageyama Nendoroid~

i have joined haikyuu!! hell & now i collect it's merch of my two faves Kuroo & Kageyama. also my grandma got me snacks so i thought you'd like to see a pic of my snacks & i also got macross shikishi art boards because macross is my #1 anime fave.