so i was sitting in class the other day & i literally was sitting there feeling like i could've been doing something better.. like i could be working & making money or something?? idk it just felt so nerve wrecking being there feeling like it's not productive?? even if in asian standards, if i were to sit at home & try to figure out what i want to do with my life, it's me being lazy. honestly? i have such a huge anxiety about school & life, i'm just waiting for an idea or something i'm currently doing right now to hopefully make me money or something? since money is the main key to everyone's thought of success i feel like i just wanna work somewhere fun where i don't feel like so much pressure & to enjoy what i'm doing. right now i'm just like can my youtube channel blow up? so i can start making money there? because i love talking to people & interacting with everyone? i don't see why i can't just do that for a living? because firstly, i only currently have 95 subscribers, which i'm really thankful for really. ah @god seriously can you help a homegirl out here. idk what to do with my life. the makings of a college drop out. i'm tired of this feeling.
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